Neopolitan Dreams

you'll go and i will be okay.

i can dream the rest away.

it's just a little touch of fate

it will be okay.

There are no legible signs.

I like the way that you talk

I like the way that you walk

It's hard to recreate such an individual game.

Parts of Neopolitan dreams I like the most.

And recently, I got my left-8th teeth taken.

I wish I would not have to take the other 8th teeth.

Decision

The plus and minus for choosing your own way.

+ you got all the experience(s)

+ maximizing your talent

+ maximizing your life

+ enjoy your life and get lost

+ you are happy

+ etc

But here are the minus:

- there will be someone missing, or something

- you lost the opportunity to seeing someone you love surviving, she/he did it all alone

- once you back, the regret is all yours. The happy thing doesn't balance with the sad thing. I mean, seriously.

In fact, I found myself not doing any of those plus, but I'm losing many things. *I don't really thing I deserve.*

See, just wondering which way I would choose, I already lost something, and what would I lose if I chose my own way?

It's not about the right way or the wrong way, but considering the opinions of those who love you, and you loved.

Therefore, I'm so sorry for everything *every single thing* I did that made you anger with me, I did not do that on purpose.

Another day but Saturday?

Sunday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven.

Monday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven.

Tuesday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven.

Wednesday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven.

Thursday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven.

Friday. Busy? Cannot go? Forgiven *again*

And the most wanted Saturday. Busy? Cannot go? Go to hell.

I will do a revenge for what you did todaaaaaaaaay. I'm going to have fab saturday nights. Without you!

Love, N.

-for several people.

100

like i used to did in friendster century :p

1. Birth name = marini naomi

2. Nickname = noni, noi, naomi

3. Zodiac sign= cancer

4. Male or female = f

5. Primary School = tarakanita gading serpong

6. High School = SMAK Penabur Gading Serpong

7. Eye color = black

8. Hair color= black

9. Tall or short = short

11. Sweats or Jeans = Jeans

12. Phone or Camera = phone

13. Health freak = almost freak

14. Orange or Apple = both

15. Do you have a crush on someone = you guess

16. Eat or Drink = eat

17. Piercings = 3

18. Pepsi or Coke = coke

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane = y

20. Been in a relationship = y

21. Been in a car accident = n

22. Been in a fist fight = n

23. First piercing = lobe

24. First best friend = jenifer

25. First award = healthy teeth

26. First crush = jhs

27. First word = dont know

29. Last person you talked to in person = sister

30. Last person you texted = william

31. Last person you watched a movie with = william

32. Last food you ate = indomie goreng :9

33. Last movie you watched = harry potter 7b

34. Last song you listened to = gossip girl closing

35. Last thing you bought = REVLON photo ready :D

36. Last person you hugged = erica :'(

FAVORITE:

37. Food = pasta

38. Drink = mineral water

39. Bottom = skirt

40. Flower = -

41. Animal = dog

42. Colors = red

44. Subjects = none

45. Fallen in love with someone = this one

46. Celebrate Halloween = -

HAVE YOU EVER:

48. Went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone = y

49. Wanted to smack someone upside the head = y

51. Eaten a whole pizza = y

52. Tried to do something, but couldn't succeed = y

53. Did something you regret = y

54. Broke a promise = i guess

55. Hidden a secret = y

56. Pretended to be happy = y

57. Met someone who changed your life = y

58. Pretended to be sick = hahah who doesnt?

59. Left the country? = y

60. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it = y

61. Cried over the silliest thing = i dont even cry at my highschool prom

62. Ran a mile = y

63. Went to the beach with your best friend = y

64. Got into an argument with your friends = y

65. Hated someone = y

66. Stayed single a whole year = y

CURRENTS:

67. Eating = brown rice

68. Drinking = mineral water

69. Listening = random playlist

70. Thinking about = next 4 years

71. Plans for today = blogwalking, watching korean movie, and sleep

73. Want kids = yea. who doesnt?

74. Want to get married? = yup!

75. Careers in mind = gossip presenter

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

76. Lips or eyes = eyes

77. Shorter or taller = taller

78. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous

80. Nice stomach or nice arms= arms

81. Hook-up or relationship = engage

82. Looks or personality? = both

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts = n

84. Snuck out of a house = n

89. Cried when someone died = y

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself = y

91. Miracles = sometimes

92. Love at first sight? = n

93. Heaven = y

94. Santa Claus = n

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now = two person to be exact

98. Do you know who your real friends are? = yap

99. Do you believe in God? = yup

100. Would you change something in your life? = y

B a l e y !

I forgot how to blog, and how to posting. So, i decide to write anything.

First of all, I'm enjoying my four-month-holy-holiday by doing anything I haven't done cause UN's issue, such as watching dvds, eating so delicious and not healthy meals, blogwalking, sightseeing, and so many more since it is summer, and I'm gonna lose my very best best friend. She is going to Paris this August -hellyeah, Paris!- , and I'm gonna miss her since I was doing so many great things with her.

she is the girl!

This May, I was going to Bali with my school's friends, and we were had fun!

Oh Bali, cant wait to see you again this August! Counting daysssssss ♥

WTH

I have two or three drafts to posting, but those drafts are gone, thanks for the lack knowledge.

Okay, gonna posting again soon.

2010 flashback

January
Gading Serpong Olympic was the issue, and caused a lot of memories.

February
Ketua Osis election and I was the success team, and also the Valentine's.

March
I was changing my hair, and have had bangs! days off cause third grade's UN and things, we had fun. and also my girls reunited ;)

April
Fieldtrip, i want go back!

May
the hectic of final exam, oh how much I miss eleven grades. Sasa, Tora, Cebol. :*

June
Final report card! and FIFA WORLD CUP!

July
Untung Jawa Island with old friends. and also new classmates! DUFAN for Andrew's farewell.

August
Independence day, the crowd, the spirit of victory. Increasingly united with classmates. And dont forget BTA things!

September
was preparing edufair, great weekends, great friends.

October
edufair! well, somethings happened, had been a detective with some girls. and class barbecue XIIS1 :*

November
BANDUNG :( :( i desperately want to go back! and Jakarta Fashion Weeks :)

December
what a great month! started with last days of final exam, yearbook photo shots, report card, one day Bandung with ekun, Ritz Carlton nights, Christmas dinner with Andrew, Richie, Didon, and also Erica!

and as i tweet on my twitter : 2010 was too good to be true.

indescribable me

Bold the sentences that you have done.

i’m loud.
i’m obnoxious.
i’m sarcastic.
i’m cocky.
i cry easily.
i have a bad temper.
for the most part, i don’t like people.
i’m easy to get along with.
i like to fight.
i have more enemies than friends.
i’ve smoked.
i’ve smoked weed.
i drink coffee.
i clean my room daily.


my appearance

i’m shorter than 5’5.
i wear makeup.
i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
i wear contacts.
i wear glasses.
i’ve had braces.
i have braces.
i change my hair color often.
i straighten my hair often.
my ears are pierced.
i have small feet.


relationships

i’m in a relationship now.
i’m single.
i’m crushin’.
i’ve missed an ex before.
i’m always scared of being hurt.
an ex has physically abused me at least once.
i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
i’ve been in love more than two times.
i believe in love at first sight.
i believe lust is more important than love.


friendships

i have a best friend.
i have at least ten friends.
i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
i’ve beaten up a friend.
i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
i can trust at least five people with my life.


experiences

i’ve been on a plane.
i’ve left the state/province.
someone close to me has died.
i’ve taken a taxi.
i’ve taken a city bus.
i’ve gone bungee jumping.
i’ve made a speech.
i’ve been in some sort of club.
i’ve won an award.
i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
i’ve been in a physical fight.


music

i listen to country.
i listen to some pop.
i listen to techno.
i listen to rock
i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
i hate the radio.
i download music.
i buy cd’s.


television

i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
i watch soap operas daily.
i’m in love with days of our lives.
i’ve seen and like the oc.
i’ve seen and like one tree hill.
i’ve seen and like america’s next top model.
i’ve seen and like popular.
i’ve seen and like house.
i’ve seen and like 24.
i’ve seen and like csi.
i’ve seen and like everwood.


family life

i get along with both of my parents.
my biological parents are still together. *but one has passed away
i have at least one brother.
i have at least one sister.
i have at least one step brother/sister.
i have at least one half brother/sister.
i’ve been kicked out of the house.
i’ve ran away from my home.
i’ve sworn at my parents.
i’ve made my parents cry.
i’ve lied to my parents.
i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.


hair

i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
i’ve been blonde.
i’ve had black.
i’ve been red.
i’ve been medium brown.
i’ve been brown.
i’ve had streaks.
i’ve been light brown.
i’ve had purple/pink.
i’ve been blue/green.
i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
i use conditioner.
i’ve used silk therapy.
i’ve used hot oil treatments.
i’ve curled my hair.
i’ve straightened my hair.
i’ve ironed my hair.
i’ve braided my hair.
i’ve had/want dreadlocks.


school

i’ve thrown something at a teacher.
i’ve yelled at a teacher.
i’ve been suspended.
i’ve had an in-school suspension.
i’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
i’ve walked out of class.
i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
i’ve failed a test.
i’ve cheated on a test.
i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
i’ve failed art.
i’ve failed p.e.
i’ve failed math.
i’ve failed science.
i’ve failed another class.
a teacher has called my parents.
i’ve been caught skipping.

Lollipops and Chocolate with X5 Xperia

I currently wishing some I'm-gonna-die-cute-gadgets.

Xperia Mini


LG Lollipops


Nokia X5


And LG Chocolate


so cute. so lovely. ♥

Eternity

My mom give me a perfume. Eternity for woman. Bought it when she went to US, she never worn it cause forgot where she put it. Wish it can be eternity as it name.

Katy Perry ♥

It's a tribute to Katy Perry. ♥♥

And, see her twins, Zooey Deschanel.

turns 18th

Just so you know. In one a half hour from now.

My year, GONNA TURNS


which means

I AM LEGAL NOW!

Beautiful moment :)

Thanks GOD for *maybe* the last vacation with them, I've had this summer. Cause one of them gonna go abroad for college. They're the best I've ever met. And THANK YOU for the lesson that I've got from you, for the critical mindset, for everything. This post totally dedicated to Erica Lisani. One of my mean girls.

We went to Waterbom Pantai Indah Kapuk - with Ekun, Titie, Yessy - but lack of pictures.
And went to a little island in Kepulauan Seribu, Jakarta, Indonesia. Lucky Java Island ( Pulau Untung Jawa ) - with Ekun, Titie, Achink, Sampul, Andrew, Rodan, Abenk, and Didon -
Here's the picture(s) :



terrible but memorable boat.

just arrived there :)






the seaside



the only one night. FYI, we rent this becak (indonesian traditional vehicle) for 10.000 rupiah an hour, but we gave up in 15 minutes cause that wasn't easy to ride a becak.

♥ titie

LAST day

I'm gonna miss you guys, even though we live separately in 3 years, we still can communicate with each other, and no gap between us. And I believe, we will still be friends in the next 4 years.

All girls are worth dying for.

All girls should remember that they are worth fighting for.
- Unknown

the stupidity of love

Love is crazy. And yes, Love isn't blind, Love is STUPID!
I have a friend -used to close friend- who had broken heart so many times because of one boy. Those times, she was very hard to fixing her heart, and as time pass by, after 3 years lost contact with him, thank you to facebook to reunited them again. The 3 years lost contact was nothing. The heart who had broke was forgotten. And now, they are together. Again.
But, I'm happy for you deh ;)

FIFA WORLD CUP and HOLIDAYS!

things I wont leave home without.
My lollipop's mirror, mini-money-case, purse, yellow-phone, cellphone, and camera!

Well, yesterday i got my report for this semester, and a lil bit disappointed about the result.
But,

Finally. But I want to go to Bali together, with some friends who failed. I'll be missing you, guys. Cheer up!
As the report card was being given, it's HOLIDAYS dude. H O L I D A Y S !

And last night, some friends and I went to fun n food to 'nobar' watching FIFA World Cup together. The opening of this summer holiday!
The FIFA 2010 World Cup has started.

the reasons is you

cause

so

for

or else

Gemma Aterton

I love GEMMA ATERTON. ♥♥


As Mission Impossible agent in Quantum of Solace.



As Io, in Clash of Titans


As Tamina, in Prince of Persia.


She's so adorable. I really like her :)


And about her film, Prince of Persia, where she play with Jake Gyllenhaal.
It's highly recommended. I love the settings, the place, and even the story.



But something I hate from both of her movie, Clash of the Titans and Prince of Persia are the DISGUSTING SNAKES! I hate snakes very much. I totally hate any types of reptile. I have a PHOBIA of it.


Jake Gyllenhaal.

And I realize something, in this film, Jake Gyllenhaal a little similar with Kevin Aprilio -Indonesian Artist-, isn't he?



Or maybe, I should let my eyes rest, so I won't hallucinations again (?)