Beautiful moment :)

Thanks GOD for *maybe* the last vacation with them, I've had this summer. Cause one of them gonna go abroad for college. They're the best I've ever met. And THANK YOU for the lesson that I've got from you, for the critical mindset, for everything. This post totally dedicated to Erica Lisani. One of my mean girls.

We went to Waterbom Pantai Indah Kapuk - with Ekun, Titie, Yessy - but lack of pictures.
And went to a little island in Kepulauan Seribu, Jakarta, Indonesia. Lucky Java Island ( Pulau Untung Jawa ) - with Ekun, Titie, Achink, Sampul, Andrew, Rodan, Abenk, and Didon -
Here's the picture(s) :



terrible but memorable boat.

just arrived there :)






the seaside



the only one night. FYI, we rent this becak (indonesian traditional vehicle) for 10.000 rupiah an hour, but we gave up in 15 minutes cause that wasn't easy to ride a becak.

♥ titie

LAST day

I'm gonna miss you guys, even though we live separately in 3 years, we still can communicate with each other, and no gap between us. And I believe, we will still be friends in the next 4 years.

the stupidity of love

Love is crazy. And yes, Love isn't blind, Love is STUPID!
I have a friend -used to close friend- who had broken heart so many times because of one boy. Those times, she was very hard to fixing her heart, and as time pass by, after 3 years lost contact with him, thank you to facebook to reunited them again. The 3 years lost contact was nothing. The heart who had broke was forgotten. And now, they are together. Again.
But, I'm happy for you deh ;)

mean girls

i'm so lazy for update this last two weeks.
Hey y'all.
I have met my girls. And like I said, they were, they are the best in my world!
And from that moment, I realize something, maybe my girls are passive but I know, they are watching.
I learnt something from them about friendship.

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"
-Walter Winchell

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
- Elbert Hubard

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."
- (sent by Dior Yamasaki)

"I can trust my friends. These people force me to examine, encourage me to grow."
-Cher

"The best mirror is an old friend."
- George Herbert

"I find friendship to be like wine, raw when new, ripened with age, the true old man's milk and restorative cordial."
- Thomas Jefferson

"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."
- Henry Ford


*minus cecel*

I love you girls, more and more. ♥

see the girls come around

I'm going to see my girls soon, on Saturday. How I miss them so much.

Because one of us, Kristy Yamagusbi aka Titie is going back to town.



I'll meet her, and her twins,


yessy and


ekun


cecel


idoem


ellen

and


michele

Cant wait to see them around. One of the best moment in life is when you meet and laugh again with the buddies you love.

melancholic

Don't let my ears hear Officially Missing You by Tamia, cause I will got my melancholic side soon. Just now, I'm hearing this song, and this song makes me totally mellow. I miss my Junior High School friends, and him, and them and and and ALL!

Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you

insane couple

WELCOME to BLOGGER BASTITUTETO

FYI guys, BASTITUTETO is SEGENDUGUN's boyfriend. and as y'all know, both of them are LACK of sanity (read : insane)
But, I'm so happy to know you both :))

And, please. Ask me anything, http://www.formspring.me/imoanonie

A relationship between past and present

familiar with these things?
yes. it's about have to many friends *again*
but this time, i have a rule. i don't want to make a joke. just let it be. but i'm not letting go.
and just like my previous blog, seems like the world kick me out.

And last saturday, i went to lippo with Areta, Icha, Basti, Veron, Jenggo, they just finished their BTA and went to lippo with school uniform bottom, and changed the top.-except me and basti. and they were talking about the almost-end school, and somehow i feel like i'm going to leave soon too. Like a sad but euphoria feels. A hard farewell but come up with new hope, new world, new things.
Yes, I want a new world, but i hate goodbye(s).

what's the point of high school?

i was washing my hair when i thought about these things.
this afternoon, i had a conversation with william aka cebol, we talked about our future (read : university) and cebol was talking about Derian, our friend that based from cebol's story is going to leave the town soon, just when we pass this grade, eleven grade. Then i thought what if i met him and any friends there, what we should do? or talk? Are we going to wave others? Or maybe a chit chat? Ehm, dont ever think about laugh together like we used to do, maybe we dont remember each other in that 'independent' country. Then i remember my junior high school friends or my elementary school friends. Some of them, dont remember me. No wave, no hi, no shake hand, nor chit chat. Errr. What a world!
Then i thought, so what's the point of high school? When i go to the college or university, we will learned about our academic field, and dont care where were you stay. Science or social class!

Friends : checked
Knowledge : checked *only half

And the checked things are GOING TO GONE, sooner or later.
That's my opinion, i dont know about yours, and i dont really care.

Last but not least, i became the saddest person, because my friend, Erica Lisani ARE GOING TO LEAVE THE TOWN *and leave me* TOO!
She's going to aussie, for her college degree.






I LOVE YOU TILL THE END, ERICA LISANI ♥

libur

finally it's holiday YEAY!
cant wait to see my dearest,but minus two,cause they have to go with their family.
anyway, have fun girls

and for you all



and

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYYYYY

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gue lagi mellow,kayak post yg dibawah ini,trus sangkin gue lemas dan males,gue iseng" buka blog temen" gue yg ada listny disamping.
nah,karna uda lama ga baca blogny sendun maka gue klik link di samping.
trus gue baca dengan harapan ada nama gue numpang eksis,tapi emang dasar keturunan pelawak ini anak, gue malah ngakak baca postnya dia.

mychristmaswish: SALJU DI TANGERANG
*mustahil* ujan tai iya kali hehe

trus yang pas bagian si edward ama bella bercakap2.
edward : 5 tahun?
bella : itu terlalu lama
edward : 3 tahun?
trus gue nyaut "yah pasnya brapa deh ci .."

~taken from sendunismisguided
for more laugh experience *woelah* you can click here

read it!

we need christmas

we need Christmas.

oh, it's already december. and the christmas is coming.
everyone had they wish for this christmas.

my wish?
my only wish is i have a GREAT christmas.
i need know is a warm and easy chitchat, the moment that i used to feel years ago.
or maybe, a boy that always makes my heart beats up when his name or his face pop up.

i never think, that i will miss those time when i always told them everything i see, i feel, my nightmare, my family, my boy, my opinion about someone, that we always thought the same. err, every little thing, for sure. it's dedicated to my junior high school girls, kiss :x

then i realize


i'll never realize what i've got till it's gone

and


everything is never as it seems.


i need my old times back! please, or give the others that can makes me feel like i used to feel

ke-tidaktaudiri-an

kenapa disebut ke-tidaktaudiri-an?
jelas aja,
karena besok gue FINAL EXAM
matematika dan sejarah.
tapi gue masih sempet online dari jam 5 sore sampe skrg *jam 7*
tadi belajar d rumah try dr jam 12 - jam 4.
okelah,walaupun sama sekali ga efektif,yg penting gue UDAH belajar.

tadi d rumah try ada devi,tora,sa,aal,sab, gue dan try tentunya,
dan mreka smua lagi sakit, kcuali gue dan sa.
dan merasa sudah terkepung dengan penyakit" akhir tahun -FLU,
gue pun mulai sadar diri dan melaksanakan perintah dokter
"Makan yang banyak bakal menghindari kamu dari banyak penyakit"
maka, jam 6 barusan gue minta makan k emba gue.
dan ia mberikan gue nasi + kentang manis + sarden.
hhh apa gunany gue makan banyak kalo makanannya bikin BEGO!
besok ulum dan seharian ini gue tidak didukung dengan makanan yg bergizi.
makan pagi = kentang instan rasa keju
makan siang = nasi + chicken nugget
makan malem = nasi + kentang manis + sarden *nambah*
gue berasa anak kos yg cuma mampu makan makanan instan.
mana tadi emba gue nawarin indomie lagi grrrr

dan nanti gue masih mau nonton BCL jam 8an sampe jm 10 biasanya.
apakah gue tau diri?
tampaknya tidak.
tapi gue mendinganlah,
dibanding teman"ku yg skrg lagi pada nontonin RAIN!
bukan rain dlm arti sesungguhnya,tapi rain si artis korea itu loh.

oke,kembali ke realita.
gue masih harus menghafal 80 lembar sejarah yg berarti 160 halaman.
dan gue masih belum mau beranjak dari tempat duduk gue.
dan harus ngepack barang besok mau nginep,
dan besok aku mau ke KIDZANIA! senang.senang.

okelah kalau begitu!







to pass this EXAM!

is it you?

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?



and it tells you,I'm looking and waiting.
none of em would understand what i FEEL!
"oh how much i miss you,GIRLS!"

it's choking

things are getting worse.
seems like everything get worse and worse everyday.
school life family church community

and he is one of them,whose make the things going worse
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
-Thinking of you,Katy Perry

and for the rest,
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
-Numb,Linkin Park
i'm tired of being what you all want me to be,
who the hell are you?


i really need a long rest, a holiday, a great vacation, a sweet friend, a new weather, a new atmosphere. simply, a new world.
lend me a new world, please.

uncomfort

besok ulangan sosio,such a suck thing i have to do since i choose the social's class.damn.
sebenerny gue sangat ingin bercerita banyak,tapi si sosio *pigpoops* kaga kalah banyak,dan harus gue selesaikan malem ini juga,secara gue blom balajr sama skali.damn!
and for days before : sumpah gue seneng, tapi ga seneng seneng amat. gue gatau gue mati rasa ato emang ga ngerasa apaapa. senengnya juga ga lama, i dont know why, maybe i have to refresh my mind. talk with some friends. watch funny movies. take happy hours. like ekun's said.
oh God,please. tell me what should i do? *apa emang gue uda ga cocok ama sikon kek gini?*


my wishes : my mom get back soon, safe, and bring many gifts :D
and also i can pass my sosio's exam.

thank you guys cups cups

thank you guys :D
i really like this pair of Jerman's
thank you aal and devi for your's brilliant idea
thank you all :D

rawr

o mai gat.gigi gue ngilu stenga mampus!

tadi pergi ama anya,jen,idunk,mamenk,icha,nana k boplo,dan gw ga makan karna gigi gue ga nyante bgt!sakit,aaaargh!
tadi perginy dijemput ama c anya,sblm pergi rebek bgt dah c jeen, gabole pake clana panjang gabole pake kaos,aahk,gw ribet sendiri dah.trus pas nympe gw ama anya kek orang bego gitu d dpan boplo gtau ngapain nungguin jeen dan kawan kawan belom pada dateng,trus foto" pake hp anya,nah bego bgt gw lupa bawa kamera,trus abis makan c anya pulang, SMP bgt dah *slese makan pulang* trus kita foto" dan akirna pulang, tapi karna kita adalah uno's tentu saja kita SUDAH bermain uno walopun ga kelar karna makanan udah dateng.

trus pas c jeen dateng dy kek surprise gitu ngasi cake,trus tiup lilin bla bla bla n akirna make a wish, wish gw yg kesekian kali dan yg ini TERKABUL!langsung,karna wishny lumayan lucu,hihi.
sorry cant tell you.hihi

well baby,sorry i cant post the picture now, i'll post it next time.
and now i'm joining PLURK loh,hihi :DD

eniwei, pray for me ya guys :)
buat gigi gue smoga ga sakit mulu.hiks :(

transformers 2

hari ini nonton TRANSFORMERS untuk yg ke TIGA kali!gila.c devi ma aal maksa lagi buat nonton transformers lagi.GILA!! masa ntn 4x?mampus gw.kenyang dahh liat shia :(
walaupun gw akui,tuh pelem KEREN bgt!
yg ptama : ekun,firly,cecel.
yg kedua : anak carecell icha,yuli, dkk.
yg ketiga : anak paskib
yg keempat : AMPUN!!

mellow driving me crazy!

i didnt know what exactly i feel today, now.
i'm sleepy but i dont want to sleep.
i'm bored in sms but i dont want home.
i'm bored with all my plan but i should do.
i'm tired to type but i want posting.
i'm sad but i'm happy.
i'm happy but i disappointed.
i wanna laugh but how?
i wanna cry but why?
i want to change my decision of all the stupid things i've done but i cant
i wanna do all the things i want but i'm tired
i wanna talk to you, but i dont want
i wanna chat with you, but i'm tired
i wanna like him, but i'm sick of him

and suddenly, i want to spending time with yamagusbi's twins. tieycie :DD ♥♥ you both.
long time ago spent days together.
watch korean dramas,manicure,go to salon,gossips,etc.
i did miss others, but i surely did miss them bigger than others,SOULMATE *in lebai's vocab*
cant wait to see them :DD

or BACK to junior high school time. when i saw everything was good, wasn't a problem, when we can did all the things we want, without having BIG responsibility cause we were too young :[ maybe i should take a new air, new place,new people without leaving this comfort zone :(
i am a young girl who dont want to become a woman cause I enjoyed this teens so MUCH.
but what should i do to stop this time?

~i'm not a GIRL, not yet a WOMAN.
i think i should do something to refresh my mind from all this sucks things

malay mellow

males update :( *apa sih yg gw ga males?*
lagi gtau mo ngomong apa!?enakan baca blog orang.hehe :D

kmrn ini dtg k malem dana klas 12 skola gw, dekor depanny bagus,kostumnya oke,tapi begitu mulai, ceritanya agak berat dan akhirna gw nonton sambil ngobrol. sumpah, yg bikin mengecewakan tuh dancersnyaa :( dancers GS kn paling ditunggu, *apalagi dpan gw ada alumni yg dulu dancers,dy juga kek nungguin gitu, trus pas tau dancersnya lg lomba n ga perform, mereka pulang* wihh,gw juga jadi ingin pulang,tapi sayang gw gamau rugi.heheehhh. trus kmrn ini juga layarnyaa enggak bgt T.T yasudahlah, yg penting tujuan MALEM DANAnya uda LANCAR (baca : duit uda d tangan panitia)
Untung cecel,dkk ga jadi dateng,bisa malu gw. tapi cel, next year you should've come hehehh

ulangan umum gw belom setopsetop nih, baru besok rabu setopnyee. anak klas 3nya pada k bali hari ini, ekun pulang dari bali, gw?? masi stuck d skola dan ULUM.damn.

THINGS TO DO :
- DIET!!
- go to MANGDU this Thursday with JN
- go to Pasar Senen this Saturday with Joan
- cari kado buat cumi
- cari dress buat k tpt cumi
- apalagi yaa? i'll post soon.

kmrn ini ad kejadian kocak pas malem dana,tapi gtau kalo baca d blog bakal kocak ato kaga.
jadi begini ceritanyaa ..

gw : des, tau alamat blog-nya diana *nama disamarkan* ga?
desi : oh, ga tau, tapi kalo dari depan melati gw tau ..
gw : ha? melati? alamat blog-nya loh des!?
desi : gw taunya dari depan melati ..
*gw n yuli uda merasakan kejanggalan dari jawabanny desi*
gw : blog-nya loh des ..
desi : lu tau blok I ga? nah dari situ ..
gw n yuli *sambil ketawa* : des, blog internet loh, blogger blogspot.
desi dgn muka merah : ooh, ga tauu >.<
dia pikir kita nanya alamat blok rumah ckck desi desi ..

yah selingan d acara malam dana wkwk sorry des, no offen, peace

wiw, walopun judulnya malay tetep aje isinya panjang heheh :D

yuhuu, IPS i',m comingg *semoga nilai" gw memuaskan, AMIN*

~that i though would last somehow, ihear the laughter, i taste the tears, but i CAN'T get near you now. Oh can't you see it baby, you've got me goin crazy ..
::especially for someone i CANT spell the name and should let him GONE *not go anymore* ::