All girls are worth dying for.

All girls should remember that they are worth fighting for.
- Unknown

remember me

I saw this movie TWICE! I'm not watching cause Pattinson was there, but because I love the story. It makes me think HOW RUDE the terrorist was.

"You can't ever really know
the meaning of your life...

And you don't need to...
Just know that your life has a meaning...

Every life has a meaning...
Whether it lasts one hundred years or one
hundred seconds...

Every life... And every death...
changes the
world in its own way..."
-Tyler Hawkins.

i dont need anything

facebook and you

i am

i'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too :)

-To be with you, Mr Big

we need christmas

we need Christmas.

oh, it's already december. and the christmas is coming.
everyone had they wish for this christmas.

my wish?
my only wish is i have a GREAT christmas.
i need know is a warm and easy chitchat, the moment that i used to feel years ago.
or maybe, a boy that always makes my heart beats up when his name or his face pop up.

i never think, that i will miss those time when i always told them everything i see, i feel, my nightmare, my family, my boy, my opinion about someone, that we always thought the same. err, every little thing, for sure. it's dedicated to my junior high school girls, kiss :x

then i realize


i'll never realize what i've got till it's gone

and


everything is never as it seems.


i need my old times back! please, or give the others that can makes me feel like i used to feel

it's choking

things are getting worse.
seems like everything get worse and worse everyday.
school life family church community

and he is one of them,whose make the things going worse
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
-Thinking of you,Katy Perry

and for the rest,
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
-Numb,Linkin Park
i'm tired of being what you all want me to be,
who the hell are you?


i really need a long rest, a holiday, a great vacation, a sweet friend, a new weather, a new atmosphere. simply, a new world.
lend me a new world, please.

reflection

well,ini diawali waktu gue lg ngepo ttg sherina yg in a relationship with raditya dika. jadilah gue buka blognya 2 manusia yang cukup tenar ini.
udah slese ngepo halaman pertama blognya sherina gue beralih k blognya raditya dika, pas lagi ngepo, tiba" gue ngeliat kalimat yg bikin gue gimanaa gitu

"Kadang gue ngerasa, kematian adalah topik yang sensitif untuk kita.
Sesuatu yang “ada” tapi selalu kita deny keberadaannya.
Living is constant denying for death." -Raditya Dika

yaampun,dalam waktu sebulan gue mengalami lebih tepatnya jempol gue mengalami kecelakaan di jempol yang sama dalam jangka waktu yg lumayan deket.
kemaren *pas kejadian kuku gue copot* gue sempet mikir,
"gile,dari muda gini gue uda ga punya kuku, yailah ntar ampe tua gue ga punya kuku dong" --1st thoughts *yg akhirnya gue tau ini pikiran bego, ternyata kukunya bisa tumbuh kata suster siloam*
"buju, dalam sebulan ini gue 2 kali kena musibah di jempol yang sama,sekali lagi mati dah gue" --2nd thoughts *masi blom sadar*
"yaampun, untung cuma keseleo sama skrg kuku copot, kan ada tuh orang yg mati gara-gara kesandung trus saraf yg hubungin ampe ke kepala putus jadi lgsg mati" --3rd thoughts *yg bikin gue sadar segala sesuatu harus gue sukurin*


for all the things that happened to me, i just want to thanks GOD for HIS grace for the days of my life :)

krik krik

hates the way he makes me fool.
hates the way he stare and smile at me.

"i'll try to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake, but my heart is half asleep
i'll pray for this heart to be unbroken"
♪♫♪♫♪

try to forget the 'it' boy in this 3 weeks,cause i'm not going to the place i can see him obviously.
when my mom get back to indo, i am forced to go there. and i wish i won't staring at him again :)
GOD,help me to FORGET him, or help me to GET him. hehe

w.e.i.r.d

i don't know why suddenly he appeared in my dream.err, i just thought of him last night when i realized i haven't talk to him about 2 days, because i cant found him there, i just thought where were he these two days. that's it. and when i went to sleep, i even think about him again, he suddenly came to my dream, and let me know that he was jealous or something means that he doesn't like i thought about anyone else. it's a w-o-w! be in fact i miss him, oh no, i don't like the way i feel, about you!

--when i just want to POST this blog, he suddenly CHAT me.oh no, it's weird. rawrr

~Well, I wish that you would call me right now,so that I could get through to you somehow,but I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say,that I'm officially missin' you

quote of the moment

"I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted"
-jason mraz

Quote of the dayy

"Time will teach you all you need to learn"
-Rihanna

mellow driving me crazy!

i didnt know what exactly i feel today, now.
i'm sleepy but i dont want to sleep.
i'm bored in sms but i dont want home.
i'm bored with all my plan but i should do.
i'm tired to type but i want posting.
i'm sad but i'm happy.
i'm happy but i disappointed.
i wanna laugh but how?
i wanna cry but why?
i want to change my decision of all the stupid things i've done but i cant
i wanna do all the things i want but i'm tired
i wanna talk to you, but i dont want
i wanna chat with you, but i'm tired
i wanna like him, but i'm sick of him

and suddenly, i want to spending time with yamagusbi's twins. tieycie :DD ♥♥ you both.
long time ago spent days together.
watch korean dramas,manicure,go to salon,gossips,etc.
i did miss others, but i surely did miss them bigger than others,SOULMATE *in lebai's vocab*
cant wait to see them :DD

or BACK to junior high school time. when i saw everything was good, wasn't a problem, when we can did all the things we want, without having BIG responsibility cause we were too young :[ maybe i should take a new air, new place,new people without leaving this comfort zone :(
i am a young girl who dont want to become a woman cause I enjoyed this teens so MUCH.
but what should i do to stop this time?

~i'm not a GIRL, not yet a WOMAN.
i think i should do something to refresh my mind from all this sucks things

malay mellow

males update :( *apa sih yg gw ga males?*
lagi gtau mo ngomong apa!?enakan baca blog orang.hehe :D

kmrn ini dtg k malem dana klas 12 skola gw, dekor depanny bagus,kostumnya oke,tapi begitu mulai, ceritanya agak berat dan akhirna gw nonton sambil ngobrol. sumpah, yg bikin mengecewakan tuh dancersnyaa :( dancers GS kn paling ditunggu, *apalagi dpan gw ada alumni yg dulu dancers,dy juga kek nungguin gitu, trus pas tau dancersnya lg lomba n ga perform, mereka pulang* wihh,gw juga jadi ingin pulang,tapi sayang gw gamau rugi.heheehhh. trus kmrn ini juga layarnyaa enggak bgt T.T yasudahlah, yg penting tujuan MALEM DANAnya uda LANCAR (baca : duit uda d tangan panitia)
Untung cecel,dkk ga jadi dateng,bisa malu gw. tapi cel, next year you should've come hehehh

ulangan umum gw belom setopsetop nih, baru besok rabu setopnyee. anak klas 3nya pada k bali hari ini, ekun pulang dari bali, gw?? masi stuck d skola dan ULUM.damn.

THINGS TO DO :
- DIET!!
- go to MANGDU this Thursday with JN
- go to Pasar Senen this Saturday with Joan
- cari kado buat cumi
- cari dress buat k tpt cumi
- apalagi yaa? i'll post soon.

kmrn ini ad kejadian kocak pas malem dana,tapi gtau kalo baca d blog bakal kocak ato kaga.
jadi begini ceritanyaa ..

gw : des, tau alamat blog-nya diana *nama disamarkan* ga?
desi : oh, ga tau, tapi kalo dari depan melati gw tau ..
gw : ha? melati? alamat blog-nya loh des!?
desi : gw taunya dari depan melati ..
*gw n yuli uda merasakan kejanggalan dari jawabanny desi*
gw : blog-nya loh des ..
desi : lu tau blok I ga? nah dari situ ..
gw n yuli *sambil ketawa* : des, blog internet loh, blogger blogspot.
desi dgn muka merah : ooh, ga tauu >.<
dia pikir kita nanya alamat blok rumah ckck desi desi ..

yah selingan d acara malam dana wkwk sorry des, no offen, peace

wiw, walopun judulnya malay tetep aje isinya panjang heheh :D

yuhuu, IPS i',m comingg *semoga nilai" gw memuaskan, AMIN*

~that i though would last somehow, ihear the laughter, i taste the tears, but i CAN'T get near you now. Oh can't you see it baby, you've got me goin crazy ..
::especially for someone i CANT spell the name and should let him GONE *not go anymore* ::

school of sucks

wueh akirna lega juga perut gw ini.
setelah berhari" hanya mengeluarkan sedikit ampas, akirna hari ini byk juga. *sori buat yg eneg*

now, from the deepest of my heart, and my mind, honestly, i really really want to burn out my school. anjink, sumpah. ga mikir apa?masa ngatur jadwal ulangan kek gitu?dari hari snen sampe hari rabu minggu dpannya. *pikir dong Pak, kalo bapak d posisi kita*
belom lagi GA ADA remed.pdhl remed tuh temanku yg paling setia.damn.

besok ulngan Kn.hari terakir.abis itu remed math.huee
bsok rencanany mo ktemu cecel d sms.

oia,tanggal 30 ada malem dana anak klas 12, ada yg mo ikut?tiketny cuma 20rebu.mari mari,daripada bosen di rumah.

ada yg mo gw bahas.tapi waktu tak memungkinkan utk mbahas ini skrg.then i'll post it later.

~You've got to fight for every dream.Cause who's to know.Which one you let go.Would have made you complete.

thanx God for this sight,visual sight ♥♥

Thanx God for this sight,this visual sight YOU GAVE to ME.

tadi skola gw kedatengan ramaditya, eko ramaditya. dia seorang tuna netra yg BERHASIL dan anjirrr gw merasa sangat tertampar after seeing him. check him out Ramaditya.
Pertama juga gw ga percaya,tapi stelah gw liat dgn mata kepala gw sendiri dy ngetik d laptopny dan hpnya yg BUKAN KHUSUS tuna netra. dan dy pun dgn bangga bilang kalo dy The only one Blogger in Indonesia. karena dy blogger,sama kek gw, kita. Tadi dy dateng k skola gw talking about himself, kesuksesan dy, dan memotivasi kita.

tadi k rumah sammy,kata ceweny sih dy sakit tipes, tapi pas kta dateng dy uda sehat. ckck

besok ulangan bio,ajib byk bgt mo mati bacanya.tapi gw malah posting.swt

buka GOGIRL's site.keren ♥

sebenerny gw punya byk cerita, tapi gw lupa. yah biasa lah, maklum pikunan. ahahah
gotta go to studying biology nii.
bye.c u

~where are you? and i'm so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight ..

Nasib ditinggal pembantu--Day 1

kerjaan gw slama liburan :

• BANGUN PAGI : NYAPU, NGEPEL *anggep aja olahraga pagi*
• MAKAN PAGI : disatuin sama
• MAKAN SIANG *damn bgt ni, males masak*
• MANDI PAGI : disatuin sama mandi sore,kcuali mo pergi

abis itu,

• ONLINE : ampe mampus,ampe bosen.

~kalo bosen online : MEWARNAI gambar winnie the pooh, ATAU nonton Disney channel.

DISAAT ADIKKU PULANG

• MAKAN SIANG : SUIT gw atau dy yg masak, baru deh gw makan T.T
• ONLINE LAGI.

~kalo ad les jam 4an MANDI dan pergi ke tempat les. HUAAA nasib nasib.

• MAKAN MALAM : saat nyokap ibunda mamaku pulang, cepatlah pulang bundaku sayang, aku LAPARR
• NONTON TV
• TIDUR

Anyway, kok sepertinya liburan ku ini mengerikan yaah. Orang" pada jalan" gw menderita. sial. Pokoknya nanti kalo gw merasa gw sudah sangat capai dan sudah bekerja keras dgn amat sangat, gw akan minta bayaran sama nyokap gw. Mau beli tas, atau sepatu. Oh ibunda, kabulkanlah permintaanku.

Wow, my sister bought me a bakpao. tankies sist :] gtau ga ad ujan ga ad badai she suddenly ask me,

"non,tukang bakpao uda lewat belom?"

"mana gw tau! emang gw khusus liatin abang bakpao"

"kalo lewat panggil y, gw beliin deh lu," bgtu dgr kata beliin, lgsg gw tungguin c abang bapao dgn senang hati :DD

My wishes

Red ankle boots

super cool
someone buy all these for me, please. i heart it so muchh

I open the weheartit again, and i found a picture, bgitu gw liat, anjing menampar gw amat sangat.

Well, i wanna take a bath now. it's been a full day from my last shower.