a secret

the sky that i fell through.

if my heart was a compass, you'd be North.

The way you smile and how you comfort me, with your laughter.

But the simplest way i can put it, you become a habit, the more i consume, the more i gotta have it

The sky was burning up like fireworks, You made me want you oh so bad it hurts

Hot sweat and blurry eyes

Dying inside cause I cant stand it

It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that i can do

When I think of you, I dont know what to do. When will i see you again?





--these love things really driving me crazy and makes me fool.

what's the point of high school?

i was washing my hair when i thought about these things.
this afternoon, i had a conversation with william aka cebol, we talked about our future (read : university) and cebol was talking about Derian, our friend that based from cebol's story is going to leave the town soon, just when we pass this grade, eleven grade. Then i thought what if i met him and any friends there, what we should do? or talk? Are we going to wave others? Or maybe a chit chat? Ehm, dont ever think about laugh together like we used to do, maybe we dont remember each other in that 'independent' country. Then i remember my junior high school friends or my elementary school friends. Some of them, dont remember me. No wave, no hi, no shake hand, nor chit chat. Errr. What a world!
Then i thought, so what's the point of high school? When i go to the college or university, we will learned about our academic field, and dont care where were you stay. Science or social class!

Friends : checked
Knowledge : checked *only half

And the checked things are GOING TO GONE, sooner or later.
That's my opinion, i dont know about yours, and i dont really care.

Last but not least, i became the saddest person, because my friend, Erica Lisani ARE GOING TO LEAVE THE TOWN *and leave me* TOO!
She's going to aussie, for her college degree.






I LOVE YOU TILL THE END, ERICA LISANI ♥

a hope

Miss you…

Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow


Miss you…


Miss you- M.Y.M.P

i love monday, this monday ♥

i'll love monday, if every monday goes like this day.
i woke up in the morning and not feel very well. something went wrong in my stomach. felt a little stomachache. then i went to school, and arrived on time, than i opened my tupperware, and was going to have my breakfast, but just while i was eating the bell rang. So i stopped my breakfast because my teacher was coming and i sat on the front row.
I was hungry but cant do anything. Okay, then i waited for the changing lesson time, i thought i can use the 5 minutes to finished my breakfast. But, poor me, my maag came earlier than the changing lesson time. Then when changing lesson time, i finished my breakfast and took promag, but i still felt the pain. Then i decided to go to uks on the 3rd lesson.
And the 3rd lesson was sports, and hell yeah no student went to the field, i saw them from sick bay. And i was sleeping at the sick bay till 1 p.m. Oh my, how lazy am i?
At 1 p.m i went to my class, and i saw several classmates there, and i was too lazy to attend the Math class, so i was looking for the reasons, and there it was, i had to do the gso things. And i went to canteen, chat with some friends, and went to computer laboratory 3 and done some things, origami. Hihi.
And that's all for today.
Hmm, no. After school, i missed my choir practice and watched futsal sparing.
And i went home, and online till now.

The conclusion is a day wasted
But i love monday, if it goes like this monday every monday *ribet* and i know it wont, so i still hate MONDAY!

P.S : i'm watching gossip girl now, and i really love them ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JESUS

Dear my lovely Jesus, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I LOVE YOU

and will love you more and more

christmas eve

i really love the Christmas atmosphere

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

GOD BLESS YOU

have a GREAT christmas ♥

libur

finally it's holiday YEAY!
cant wait to see my dearest,but minus two,cause they have to go with their family.
anyway, have fun girls

and for you all



and

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYYYYY