HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JESUS

Dear my lovely Jesus, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I LOVE YOU

and will love you more and more

reflection

well,ini diawali waktu gue lg ngepo ttg sherina yg in a relationship with raditya dika. jadilah gue buka blognya 2 manusia yang cukup tenar ini.
udah slese ngepo halaman pertama blognya sherina gue beralih k blognya raditya dika, pas lagi ngepo, tiba" gue ngeliat kalimat yg bikin gue gimanaa gitu

"Kadang gue ngerasa, kematian adalah topik yang sensitif untuk kita.
Sesuatu yang “ada” tapi selalu kita deny keberadaannya.
Living is constant denying for death." -Raditya Dika

yaampun,dalam waktu sebulan gue mengalami lebih tepatnya jempol gue mengalami kecelakaan di jempol yang sama dalam jangka waktu yg lumayan deket.
kemaren *pas kejadian kuku gue copot* gue sempet mikir,
"gile,dari muda gini gue uda ga punya kuku, yailah ntar ampe tua gue ga punya kuku dong" --1st thoughts *yg akhirnya gue tau ini pikiran bego, ternyata kukunya bisa tumbuh kata suster siloam*
"buju, dalam sebulan ini gue 2 kali kena musibah di jempol yang sama,sekali lagi mati dah gue" --2nd thoughts *masi blom sadar*
"yaampun, untung cuma keseleo sama skrg kuku copot, kan ada tuh orang yg mati gara-gara kesandung trus saraf yg hubungin ampe ke kepala putus jadi lgsg mati" --3rd thoughts *yg bikin gue sadar segala sesuatu harus gue sukurin*


for all the things that happened to me, i just want to thanks GOD for HIS grace for the days of my life :)

an earthquake

earthquake.untuk org lain apalagi yg d jepang denger kata itu mah uda biasa,uda kek makanan sehari".tapi gempa yg terjadi hari ini bener" bikin gue trauma abis.sumpah.gue kalo berdiri 1 kaki masih ga stabil *cahilah*,abis tadi siang tuh kebangetan bgt dah gempanya,mana gue ada di lante 4.dan saat semua org panik lari ke bawah,gue sempet"nya ambil hape masukin ke dalem tas,bawa tas,periksa ada dompet ato kagak baru lari k bawah.hihi.bego abis.

dan untuk org yg penakut kek gue,makin dah tuh gempa membawa pengaruh buruk buat gue.
tadi di sms gue ga berani duduk di atas,bujuk dvidune duduk d downtown,tapi akirna mereka berhasil bikin gue lupa dan akirna kita duduk d atas.

banyak kejadian deh hari ini,yg bikin gue trauma abis.apalagi kelas gue retak ckck gue berharap besok libur dah.*amin*

dan yg trakir,gue mandi ampe ketakutan,ampe gue suruh emba gue duduk di dpan pintu kamar mandi, trus gue gantung iket pinggang d gantungan d kamar mandi,jadi kalo gue itu goyang berarti gempa susulan,kalo ga berarti halusinasi.

nah,skrg nih,pas gue lg posting, gue bener" mau boker,dan gue sangat GA BERANI.gue takutnya pas gue lagi konsen boker tiba" gempa trus kek ga slese gue boker.anjirr.
dan sangkin takutnya gue,abis mandi gue pake clana tidur yg panjang sama kaos yg sopan.biasanya kan kalo mo tidur gue pake baju sekenanya aje,sangkin gue takut ada gempa susulan pas gue lg tidur trus pas gue keluar gue pake baju ga senonoh kan bahaya!? gue malah jadi godaan buat org yg puasa. *amitamitcabangbayi*

tapi ada untungnya hari ini gempa : gue gajadi remed sosio untuk yg kesekian kalinyaa.hehe

hari ini kek banyak bgt yg tjadi.mungkin bumi lagi ngasih peringatan besar"an kali yee.pagi" ujan deres aje,siang" gempa lama aje.*masyaoloh*

gue mau besok libur tapi gue juga mau main futsal.haduh.

anyway,THANKS a lot GOD,all of my family was save.ILYSM cups ♥♥

uncomfort

besok ulangan sosio,such a suck thing i have to do since i choose the social's class.damn.
sebenerny gue sangat ingin bercerita banyak,tapi si sosio *pigpoops* kaga kalah banyak,dan harus gue selesaikan malem ini juga,secara gue blom balajr sama skali.damn!
and for days before : sumpah gue seneng, tapi ga seneng seneng amat. gue gatau gue mati rasa ato emang ga ngerasa apaapa. senengnya juga ga lama, i dont know why, maybe i have to refresh my mind. talk with some friends. watch funny movies. take happy hours. like ekun's said.
oh God,please. tell me what should i do? *apa emang gue uda ga cocok ama sikon kek gini?*


my wishes : my mom get back soon, safe, and bring many gifts :D
and also i can pass my sosio's exam.

krik krik

hates the way he makes me fool.
hates the way he stare and smile at me.

"i'll try to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake, but my heart is half asleep
i'll pray for this heart to be unbroken"
♪♫♪♫♪

try to forget the 'it' boy in this 3 weeks,cause i'm not going to the place i can see him obviously.
when my mom get back to indo, i am forced to go there. and i wish i won't staring at him again :)
GOD,help me to FORGET him, or help me to GET him. hehe

beauty of math

i just got it from my church this morning.

Beauty of Mathematics

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321

sebenerny ada lagi, tapi gw lupa.maap

how great is our God?
and if a = 1, b = 2, c = 3, ...

• HARDWORK = 98%
• KNOWLEDGE = 96%
• ATTITUDE = 100%
• LOVEOFGOD = 101 %

~smoga gw makin cinta ama mat.amin.