we need christmas

we need Christmas.

oh, it's already december. and the christmas is coming.
everyone had they wish for this christmas.

my wish?
my only wish is i have a GREAT christmas.
i need know is a warm and easy chitchat, the moment that i used to feel years ago.
or maybe, a boy that always makes my heart beats up when his name or his face pop up.

i never think, that i will miss those time when i always told them everything i see, i feel, my nightmare, my family, my boy, my opinion about someone, that we always thought the same. err, every little thing, for sure. it's dedicated to my junior high school girls, kiss :x

then i realize


i'll never realize what i've got till it's gone

and


everything is never as it seems.


i need my old times back! please, or give the others that can makes me feel like i used to feel