what's the point of high school?

i was washing my hair when i thought about these things.
this afternoon, i had a conversation with william aka cebol, we talked about our future (read : university) and cebol was talking about Derian, our friend that based from cebol's story is going to leave the town soon, just when we pass this grade, eleven grade. Then i thought what if i met him and any friends there, what we should do? or talk? Are we going to wave others? Or maybe a chit chat? Ehm, dont ever think about laugh together like we used to do, maybe we dont remember each other in that 'independent' country. Then i remember my junior high school friends or my elementary school friends. Some of them, dont remember me. No wave, no hi, no shake hand, nor chit chat. Errr. What a world!
Then i thought, so what's the point of high school? When i go to the college or university, we will learned about our academic field, and dont care where were you stay. Science or social class!

Friends : checked
Knowledge : checked *only half

And the checked things are GOING TO GONE, sooner or later.
That's my opinion, i dont know about yours, and i dont really care.

Last but not least, i became the saddest person, because my friend, Erica Lisani ARE GOING TO LEAVE THE TOWN *and leave me* TOO!
She's going to aussie, for her college degree.






I LOVE YOU TILL THE END, ERICA LISANI ♥

a hope

Miss you…

Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow


Miss you…


Miss you- M.Y.M.P

i love monday, this monday ♥

i'll love monday, if every monday goes like this day.
i woke up in the morning and not feel very well. something went wrong in my stomach. felt a little stomachache. then i went to school, and arrived on time, than i opened my tupperware, and was going to have my breakfast, but just while i was eating the bell rang. So i stopped my breakfast because my teacher was coming and i sat on the front row.
I was hungry but cant do anything. Okay, then i waited for the changing lesson time, i thought i can use the 5 minutes to finished my breakfast. But, poor me, my maag came earlier than the changing lesson time. Then when changing lesson time, i finished my breakfast and took promag, but i still felt the pain. Then i decided to go to uks on the 3rd lesson.
And the 3rd lesson was sports, and hell yeah no student went to the field, i saw them from sick bay. And i was sleeping at the sick bay till 1 p.m. Oh my, how lazy am i?
At 1 p.m i went to my class, and i saw several classmates there, and i was too lazy to attend the Math class, so i was looking for the reasons, and there it was, i had to do the gso things. And i went to canteen, chat with some friends, and went to computer laboratory 3 and done some things, origami. Hihi.
And that's all for today.
Hmm, no. After school, i missed my choir practice and watched futsal sparing.
And i went home, and online till now.

The conclusion is a day wasted
But i love monday, if it goes like this monday every monday *ribet* and i know it wont, so i still hate MONDAY!

P.S : i'm watching gossip girl now, and i really love them ♥