mellow driving me crazy!

i didnt know what exactly i feel today, now.
i'm sleepy but i dont want to sleep.
i'm bored in sms but i dont want home.
i'm bored with all my plan but i should do.
i'm tired to type but i want posting.
i'm sad but i'm happy.
i'm happy but i disappointed.
i wanna laugh but how?
i wanna cry but why?
i want to change my decision of all the stupid things i've done but i cant
i wanna do all the things i want but i'm tired
i wanna talk to you, but i dont want
i wanna chat with you, but i'm tired
i wanna like him, but i'm sick of him

and suddenly, i want to spending time with yamagusbi's twins. tieycie :DD ♥♥ you both.
long time ago spent days together.
watch korean dramas,manicure,go to salon,gossips,etc.
i did miss others, but i surely did miss them bigger than others,SOULMATE *in lebai's vocab*
cant wait to see them :DD

or BACK to junior high school time. when i saw everything was good, wasn't a problem, when we can did all the things we want, without having BIG responsibility cause we were too young :[ maybe i should take a new air, new place,new people without leaving this comfort zone :(
i am a young girl who dont want to become a woman cause I enjoyed this teens so MUCH.
but what should i do to stop this time?

~i'm not a GIRL, not yet a WOMAN.
i think i should do something to refresh my mind from all this sucks things

malay mellow

males update :( *apa sih yg gw ga males?*
lagi gtau mo ngomong apa!?enakan baca blog orang.hehe :D

kmrn ini dtg k malem dana klas 12 skola gw, dekor depanny bagus,kostumnya oke,tapi begitu mulai, ceritanya agak berat dan akhirna gw nonton sambil ngobrol. sumpah, yg bikin mengecewakan tuh dancersnyaa :( dancers GS kn paling ditunggu, *apalagi dpan gw ada alumni yg dulu dancers,dy juga kek nungguin gitu, trus pas tau dancersnya lg lomba n ga perform, mereka pulang* wihh,gw juga jadi ingin pulang,tapi sayang gw gamau rugi.heheehhh. trus kmrn ini juga layarnyaa enggak bgt T.T yasudahlah, yg penting tujuan MALEM DANAnya uda LANCAR (baca : duit uda d tangan panitia)
Untung cecel,dkk ga jadi dateng,bisa malu gw. tapi cel, next year you should've come hehehh

ulangan umum gw belom setopsetop nih, baru besok rabu setopnyee. anak klas 3nya pada k bali hari ini, ekun pulang dari bali, gw?? masi stuck d skola dan ULUM.damn.

THINGS TO DO :
- DIET!!
- go to MANGDU this Thursday with JN
- go to Pasar Senen this Saturday with Joan
- cari kado buat cumi
- cari dress buat k tpt cumi
- apalagi yaa? i'll post soon.

kmrn ini ad kejadian kocak pas malem dana,tapi gtau kalo baca d blog bakal kocak ato kaga.
jadi begini ceritanyaa ..

gw : des, tau alamat blog-nya diana *nama disamarkan* ga?
desi : oh, ga tau, tapi kalo dari depan melati gw tau ..
gw : ha? melati? alamat blog-nya loh des!?
desi : gw taunya dari depan melati ..
*gw n yuli uda merasakan kejanggalan dari jawabanny desi*
gw : blog-nya loh des ..
desi : lu tau blok I ga? nah dari situ ..
gw n yuli *sambil ketawa* : des, blog internet loh, blogger blogspot.
desi dgn muka merah : ooh, ga tauu >.<
dia pikir kita nanya alamat blok rumah ckck desi desi ..

yah selingan d acara malam dana wkwk sorry des, no offen, peace

wiw, walopun judulnya malay tetep aje isinya panjang heheh :D

yuhuu, IPS i',m comingg *semoga nilai" gw memuaskan, AMIN*

~that i though would last somehow, ihear the laughter, i taste the tears, but i CAN'T get near you now. Oh can't you see it baby, you've got me goin crazy ..
::especially for someone i CANT spell the name and should let him GONE *not go anymore* ::

beauty of math

i just got it from my church this morning.

Beauty of Mathematics

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321

sebenerny ada lagi, tapi gw lupa.maap

how great is our God?
and if a = 1, b = 2, c = 3, ...

• HARDWORK = 98%
• KNOWLEDGE = 96%
• ATTITUDE = 100%
• LOVEOFGOD = 101 %

~smoga gw makin cinta ama mat.amin.

what a dayy

baru saja kembali dari hari sabtu yg menyenangkan.
memutarbalikkan pepatah yg berbunyi "bersakit sakit dahulu bersenang senang kemudian"
menjadi "bersenang senang dahulu bersakit sakit kemudian lalu bersenang senang kembali"
dari seaworld,pantai ancol, and jetski cafe.
senang.with cecel,cumi,iwe,iin,ernest,nadia,and topher.
and check our photos in facebook.
and now i've to face the FINAL EXAM!

day 1 : IELTS and 'klasikal geografi'
day 2 : Physics and Geografi
and so so.

damn it. now, I'm going to take a bath and take a hibernate, cos i'm full of angin laut.mo muntah.

Thanks guys :]



~i know why he 'left' me. sorry to you, my stupid mistakes * imy*

school of sucks

wueh akirna lega juga perut gw ini.
setelah berhari" hanya mengeluarkan sedikit ampas, akirna hari ini byk juga. *sori buat yg eneg*

now, from the deepest of my heart, and my mind, honestly, i really really want to burn out my school. anjink, sumpah. ga mikir apa?masa ngatur jadwal ulangan kek gitu?dari hari snen sampe hari rabu minggu dpannya. *pikir dong Pak, kalo bapak d posisi kita*
belom lagi GA ADA remed.pdhl remed tuh temanku yg paling setia.damn.

besok ulngan Kn.hari terakir.abis itu remed math.huee
bsok rencanany mo ktemu cecel d sms.

oia,tanggal 30 ada malem dana anak klas 12, ada yg mo ikut?tiketny cuma 20rebu.mari mari,daripada bosen di rumah.

ada yg mo gw bahas.tapi waktu tak memungkinkan utk mbahas ini skrg.then i'll post it later.

~You've got to fight for every dream.Cause who's to know.Which one you let go.Would have made you complete.

thanx God for this sight,visual sight ♥♥

Thanx God for this sight,this visual sight YOU GAVE to ME.

tadi skola gw kedatengan ramaditya, eko ramaditya. dia seorang tuna netra yg BERHASIL dan anjirrr gw merasa sangat tertampar after seeing him. check him out Ramaditya.
Pertama juga gw ga percaya,tapi stelah gw liat dgn mata kepala gw sendiri dy ngetik d laptopny dan hpnya yg BUKAN KHUSUS tuna netra. dan dy pun dgn bangga bilang kalo dy The only one Blogger in Indonesia. karena dy blogger,sama kek gw, kita. Tadi dy dateng k skola gw talking about himself, kesuksesan dy, dan memotivasi kita.

tadi k rumah sammy,kata ceweny sih dy sakit tipes, tapi pas kta dateng dy uda sehat. ckck

besok ulangan bio,ajib byk bgt mo mati bacanya.tapi gw malah posting.swt

buka GOGIRL's site.keren ♥

sebenerny gw punya byk cerita, tapi gw lupa. yah biasa lah, maklum pikunan. ahahah
gotta go to studying biology nii.
bye.c u

~where are you? and i'm so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight ..

i totally need somebody special to fill my day.

gatau mau nulis apa.tapi hari ini gw ketawa kebanyakan.tapi uda lupa apa yg bikin gw ketawa,maklumlah otak ikan (baca : pikunan)

setelah kejadian penipuan yangn dilakukan im3 kepadaku *liat blog kmrn*
akirna gw bisa juga buka fb dari handphone yeay *sumpah norak katro abis*
tapi tetep aj ga bisa pake ebuddy,monyooooong.

uda 3 hari ga liat dy -.-

berat badan gw NAIK LAGI aaaaaaa tidak.naik 3kg kembali spt semula.sialsial.

udah ahk.bsk ulangan mat geometri ama sosio.



"I totally NEED somebody special. You know that one person, that when you see they're name or foto POP up on your phone, you instantly light up! And your heart races with every second the phone continues to ring. And then that defining moment happens...they pick up and BAMM!! You switch over to the sexxi voice. Hahah. "
~taken from beach 11:29