I LOVE YOU
and will love you more and more
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finally it's holiday YEAY!
cant wait to see my dearest,but minus two,cause they have to go with their family.
anyway, have fun girls
and for you all
and
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYYYYY
i'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too :)
-To be with you, Mr Big
gue lagi mellow,kayak post yg dibawah ini,trus sangkin gue lemas dan males,gue iseng" buka blog temen" gue yg ada listny disamping.
nah,karna uda lama ga baca blogny sendun maka gue klik link di samping.
trus gue baca dengan harapan ada nama gue numpang eksis,tapi emang dasar keturunan pelawak ini anak, gue malah ngakak baca postnya dia.
mychristmaswish: SALJU DI TANGERANG
*mustahil* ujan tai iya kali hehe
trus yang pas bagian si edward ama bella bercakap2.
edward : 5 tahun?
bella : itu terlalu lama
edward : 3 tahun?
trus gue nyaut "yah pasnya brapa deh ci .."
~taken from sendunismisguided
for more laugh experience *woelah* you can click here
read it!
and everytime i feel so mellow,like now,while sleeping and online are the only thing i can do,i'm thinking about posting.
i'm listening to owl city-vanilla twilight recently,and as you all know,it's pretty good,and make me feel so precious.
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
we need Christmas.
oh, it's already december. and the christmas is coming.
everyone had they wish for this christmas.
my wish?
my only wish is i have a GREAT christmas.
i need know is a warm and easy chitchat, the moment that i used to feel years ago.
or maybe, a boy that always makes my heart beats up when his name or his face pop up.
i never think, that i will miss those time when i always told them everything i see, i feel, my nightmare, my family, my boy, my opinion about someone, that we always thought the same. err, every little thing, for sure. it's dedicated to my junior high school girls, kiss :x
then i realize
i'll never realize what i've got till it's gone
and
everything is never as it seems.
i need my old times back! please, or give the others that can makes me feel like i used to feel
kenapa disebut ke-tidaktaudiri-an?
jelas aja,
karena besok gue FINAL EXAM
matematika dan sejarah.
tapi gue masih sempet online dari jam 5 sore sampe skrg *jam 7*
tadi belajar d rumah try dr jam 12 - jam 4.
okelah,walaupun sama sekali ga efektif,yg penting gue UDAH belajar.
tadi d rumah try ada devi,tora,sa,aal,sab, gue dan try tentunya,
dan mreka smua lagi sakit, kcuali gue dan sa.
dan merasa sudah terkepung dengan penyakit" akhir tahun -FLU,
gue pun mulai sadar diri dan melaksanakan perintah dokter
"Makan yang banyak bakal menghindari kamu dari banyak penyakit"
maka, jam 6 barusan gue minta makan k emba gue.
dan ia mberikan gue nasi + kentang manis + sarden.
hhh apa gunany gue makan banyak kalo makanannya bikin BEGO!
besok ulum dan seharian ini gue tidak didukung dengan makanan yg bergizi.
makan pagi = kentang instan rasa keju
makan siang = nasi + chicken nugget
makan malem = nasi + kentang manis + sarden *nambah*
gue berasa anak kos yg cuma mampu makan makanan instan.
mana tadi emba gue nawarin indomie lagi grrrr
dan nanti gue masih mau nonton BCL jam 8an sampe jm 10 biasanya.
apakah gue tau diri?
tampaknya tidak.
tapi gue mendinganlah,
dibanding teman"ku yg skrg lagi pada nontonin RAIN!
bukan rain dlm arti sesungguhnya,tapi rain si artis korea itu loh.
oke,kembali ke realita.
gue masih harus menghafal 80 lembar sejarah yg berarti 160 halaman.
dan gue masih belum mau beranjak dari tempat duduk gue.
dan harus ngepack barang besok mau nginep,
dan besok aku mau ke KIDZANIA! senang.senang.
okelah kalau begitu!
to pass this EXAM!
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?
Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
and it tells you,I'm looking and waiting.
none of em would understand what i FEEL!
"oh how much i miss you,GIRLS!"
things are getting worse.
seems like everything get worse and worse everyday.
school life family church community
and he is one of them,whose make the things going worse
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
-Thinking of you,Katy Perry
and for the rest,
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
-Numb,Linkin Park
i'm tired of being what you all want me to be,
who the hell are you?
i really need a long rest, a holiday, a great vacation, a sweet friend, a new weather, a new atmosphere. simply, a new world.
lend me a new world, please.
kmaren earthquake lagi.
masyaoloh ga ada abis-abisnya ini gempa mnimpa kita.ckck
kemaren pusatnya ada di Ujung Kulon 6,4 SR.
yah gue sih THANKS GOD banget bisa SELAMAT dari kejadian itu,tapi yah bikin gue makin parno. kmaren gue di rumah langsung kluar dari rumah,ga lupa bawa tas gue ckck gue ampe ga berani mandi dan boker. gue baru boker tadi di rumah Tommy haha.
skrg lagi sibuk nih, latian padus terus ampe suara gue habisbisbis. lagi trip ke GKI-GKI yg ada. dari GKI KOTA MODERN, GKI SOETOPO, GKI BSD, sama GKI GS.
kmaren minggu uda GKI KOTA MODERN, besok GKI SOETOPO, dan 2 minggu selanjutya.
aduh,uda aktip lagi nih main twitter jadi males posting blog hehe.
yah pokoknya follow twitter gue yahh temanteman :) imoanonie
bye aku off dulu :DD
aku di rumah Tommy :)
well,ini diawali waktu gue lg ngepo ttg sherina yg in a relationship with raditya dika. jadilah gue buka blognya 2 manusia yang cukup tenar ini.
udah slese ngepo halaman pertama blognya sherina gue beralih k blognya raditya dika, pas lagi ngepo, tiba" gue ngeliat kalimat yg bikin gue gimanaa gitu
"Kadang gue ngerasa, kematian adalah topik yang sensitif untuk kita.
Sesuatu yang “ada” tapi selalu kita deny keberadaannya.
Living is constant denying for death." -Raditya Dika
yaampun,dalam waktu sebulan gue mengalami lebih tepatnya jempol gue mengalami kecelakaan di jempol yang sama dalam jangka waktu yg lumayan deket.
kemaren *pas kejadian kuku gue copot* gue sempet mikir,
"gile,dari muda gini gue uda ga punya kuku, yailah ntar ampe tua gue ga punya kuku dong" --1st thoughts *yg akhirnya gue tau ini pikiran bego, ternyata kukunya bisa tumbuh kata suster siloam*
"buju, dalam sebulan ini gue 2 kali kena musibah di jempol yang sama,sekali lagi mati dah gue" --2nd thoughts *masi blom sadar*
"yaampun, untung cuma keseleo sama skrg kuku copot, kan ada tuh orang yg mati gara-gara kesandung trus saraf yg hubungin ampe ke kepala putus jadi lgsg mati" --3rd thoughts *yg bikin gue sadar segala sesuatu harus gue sukurin*
for all the things that happened to me, i just want to thanks GOD for HIS grace for the days of my life :)
Labels: blog, daily., God, quotes, stupid mistakes
i dont really like this holiday. why? because of my maid went back to her village.argh.
but, i have much fun this holiday hihi
1st day of holiday : went to my maid village,bcause her village is in Bandung :)
gila dampak earthquake yg kmrn dan gempa" susulan laennya bener" bikin gue kacau.
seharian ini gue lg ngapain tiba" berasa goyang,apa-apa jadi parno,lagi duduk online tiba" gue ngerasa goyang,gue jadi sering pusing.trus pas gue liat kursi goyang d rumah gue : ga bergerak.cahilah,berarti keknya gue berhalusinasi.
dan lebih baik tidur deh daripada gue kliyengan mulu daritadi.berasa gempa mulu.mana katanya nanti malem bakal ada gempa jam 2 malem.haduh gawat.
kmaren malem juga pas gue kebangun mo pipis,keluar dari kamar mandi gue matiin lampu tiba" berasa goyang,gue pikir gue halusinasi padahal ade gue juga ngerasa goyang.yauda gue tidur lagi,dan pas gue lg ngobrol d skola tadi,ternyata bener emang tadi malem ada gempa tapi skala ringan.masyaoloh gue uda pusing bgt dah gatau mana gempa asli mana gempa dari otak gue.ckck
mana suara gue abis,lengkap deh penderitaan gue.yasudahlah.mo tidur dan bharap gempa ntar malem tuh cuma issue *amin*
Labels: daily., earth, stupid mistakes
earthquake.untuk org lain apalagi yg d jepang denger kata itu mah uda biasa,uda kek makanan sehari".tapi gempa yg terjadi hari ini bener" bikin gue trauma abis.sumpah.gue kalo berdiri 1 kaki masih ga stabil *cahilah*,abis tadi siang tuh kebangetan bgt dah gempanya,mana gue ada di lante 4.dan saat semua org panik lari ke bawah,gue sempet"nya ambil hape masukin ke dalem tas,bawa tas,periksa ada dompet ato kagak baru lari k bawah.hihi.bego abis.
dan untuk org yg penakut kek gue,makin dah tuh gempa membawa pengaruh buruk buat gue.
tadi di sms gue ga berani duduk di atas,bujuk dvidune duduk d downtown,tapi akirna mereka berhasil bikin gue lupa dan akirna kita duduk d atas.
banyak kejadian deh hari ini,yg bikin gue trauma abis.apalagi kelas gue retak ckck gue berharap besok libur dah.*amin*
dan yg trakir,gue mandi ampe ketakutan,ampe gue suruh emba gue duduk di dpan pintu kamar mandi, trus gue gantung iket pinggang d gantungan d kamar mandi,jadi kalo gue itu goyang berarti gempa susulan,kalo ga berarti halusinasi.
nah,skrg nih,pas gue lg posting, gue bener" mau boker,dan gue sangat GA BERANI.gue takutnya pas gue lagi konsen boker tiba" gempa trus kek ga slese gue boker.anjirr.
dan sangkin takutnya gue,abis mandi gue pake clana tidur yg panjang sama kaos yg sopan.biasanya kan kalo mo tidur gue pake baju sekenanya aje,sangkin gue takut ada gempa susulan pas gue lg tidur trus pas gue keluar gue pake baju ga senonoh kan bahaya!? gue malah jadi godaan buat org yg puasa. *amitamitcabangbayi*
tapi ada untungnya hari ini gempa : gue gajadi remed sosio untuk yg kesekian kalinyaa.hehe
hari ini kek banyak bgt yg tjadi.mungkin bumi lagi ngasih peringatan besar"an kali yee.pagi" ujan deres aje,siang" gempa lama aje.*masyaoloh*
gue mau besok libur tapi gue juga mau main futsal.haduh.
anyway,THANKS a lot GOD,all of my family was save.ILYSM cups ♥♥
i am not going to change my blog to be a fashion blog, i just put this one to tell people how i love this cardigan so much ♥ my mom brought it from US.
and since i dont know what should i write after post that pict, i want to share what's the things i crave now.
here's the list :
ini sih sumpah bego bgt.
lg ntn tivi,ade gue ganti" chanel,trus d disney ad "My friends tiger and pooh"
dy lgsg bilang : "non,ad pooh tuh, lu ga mau nonton?"
gue : "ahk,ogah,poohny jelek ga kek di film Winnie the Pooh-nya,"
nyokap gue tiba" nyamber : "lagian ga pake kolor,porno Pooh-nya,"
gue : "yaiyalah, kartun disney mana yg pake kolor?" *tapi nyokap gue kan baru dari disneyland LA,kok dy baru protes skrg?*
*baru ngeh* o iya ya,knp ga pake kolor ya?
Labels: family, kolor, pooh, stupid mistakes
besok ulangan sosio,such a suck thing i have to do since i choose the social's class.damn.
sebenerny gue sangat ingin bercerita banyak,tapi si sosio *pigpoops* kaga kalah banyak,dan harus gue selesaikan malem ini juga,secara gue blom balajr sama skali.damn!
and for days before : sumpah gue seneng, tapi ga seneng seneng amat. gue gatau gue mati rasa ato emang ga ngerasa apaapa. senengnya juga ga lama, i dont know why, maybe i have to refresh my mind. talk with some friends. watch funny movies. take happy hours. like ekun's said.
oh God,please. tell me what should i do? *apa emang gue uda ga cocok ama sikon kek gini?*
my wishes : my mom get back soon, safe, and bring many gifts :D
and also i can pass my sosio's exam.
Labels: daily., friends, God, school, stupid mistakes
hates the way he makes me fool.
hates the way he stare and smile at me.
"i'll try to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake, but my heart is half asleep
i'll pray for this heart to be unbroken"
♪♫♪♫♪
try to forget the 'it' boy in this 3 weeks,cause i'm not going to the place i can see him obviously.
when my mom get back to indo, i am forced to go there. and i wish i won't staring at him again :)
GOD,help me to FORGET him, or help me to GET him. hehe
thank you guys :D
i really like this pair of Jerman's
thank you aal and devi for your's brilliant idea
thank you all :D
o mai gat.gigi gue ngilu stenga mampus!
tadi pergi ama anya,jen,idunk,mamenk,icha,nana k boplo,dan gw ga makan karna gigi gue ga nyante bgt!sakit,aaaargh!
tadi perginy dijemput ama c anya,sblm pergi rebek bgt dah c jeen, gabole pake clana panjang gabole pake kaos,aahk,gw ribet sendiri dah.trus pas nympe gw ama anya kek orang bego gitu d dpan boplo gtau ngapain nungguin jeen dan kawan kawan belom pada dateng,trus foto" pake hp anya,nah bego bgt gw lupa bawa kamera,trus abis makan c anya pulang, SMP bgt dah *slese makan pulang* trus kita foto" dan akirna pulang, tapi karna kita adalah uno's tentu saja kita SUDAH bermain uno walopun ga kelar karna makanan udah dateng.
trus pas c jeen dateng dy kek surprise gitu ngasi cake,trus tiup lilin bla bla bla n akirna make a wish, wish gw yg kesekian kali dan yg ini TERKABUL!langsung,karna wishny lumayan lucu,hihi.
sorry cant tell you.hihi
well baby,sorry i cant post the picture now, i'll post it next time.
and now i'm joining PLURK loh,hihi :DD
eniwei, pray for me ya guys :)
buat gigi gue smoga ga sakit mulu.hiks :(
Untuk cewek2...
1. Tidak Semua cowok seperti Dedy Cobuzer.
Jadi jangan harap kami bisa membaca isi pikiranmu disaat kamu manyun tanpa suara. Apa susahnya sih bilang : "Aku Laper, Aku minta dibeliin pakaian, Tolong Rayu Aku...!!"
2. Hari Minggu itu waktunya istirahat setelah 6 hari bekerja, jadi jangan harap kami mau menemani seharian jalan2 ke mall.
3. Berbelanja BUKAN olahraga. Dan kami gak akan berpikir ke arah situ.
Bagi kami belanja ya belanja, kalau sudah pas ya beli saja, perbedaan harga toko A dan B
cuma 1,000 perak jadi nggak usah keliling kota untuk cari yang paling murah, buang2 bensin aja.
4. Menangis merupakan suatu pemerasan.
Lebih baik kami mendengar suara petir, guntur , bom meledak daripada suara tangisanmu yang membuat kami tidak bisa berbuat apa2.
5. Tanya apa yang kamu mau. Cobalah untuk sepaham tentang hal ini.
Sindiran halus tidak akan dimengerti.
Sindiran kasar tak akan dimengerti
Terang2an menyindir juga kita gak ngerti!
Ngomong langsung kenapa!?
6. Ya dan Tidak adalah jawaban yang paling dapat diterima hampir semua pertanyaan. It's
Simple.!!
7. Cerita ke kami kalo mau masalah kamu diselesaikan. Karena itu yang kami lakukan. Pengen dapet simpati doang sih, cerita aja ke temen2 cewekmu.
8. Sakit kepala selama 17 bulan adalah penyakit. Pergi ke dokter sana !
9. Semua yang kami katakan 6 bulan lalu gak bisa dipertimbangkan dalam suatu argumen. Sebenernya, semua
komentar jadi gak berlaku dan batal setelah 7 hari.
Janji kami untuk menyebrangi lautan dan mendaki gunung itu hanyalah klise, jangan dianggap serius.
10. Kalo kamu gak mau pake baju kayak model2 pakaian dalam, jangan harap kita seperti artis sinetron dong.
11. Kalo kamu pikir kamu gendut, mungkin aja. Jangan tanya kami dong.
Cermin lebih jujur daripada Lelaki.
12. Kamu boleh meminta kami untuk melakukan sesuatu atau menyuruh kami menyelesaikannya dengan cara kamu. Tapi jangan dua2nya dong. Kalo kamu pikir bisa
melakukannya lebih baik, kerjain aja sendiri.
13. Kalau bisa, ngomongin apa yang harus kamu omongin pas iklan aja.
Ingat, jangan sekali2 ngomong apalagi pas saat tendangan finalty.
14. Kami bukan anak kecil lagi, jadi tak perlu mengingatkan jangan lupa makan,
selamat tidur, dll.
Menurut kami itu hanyalah pemborosan pulsa saja.
15. Kalo gatel kan bisa digaruk sendiri. Kami juga kok.
16. Kalo kami nanya ada apa dan kamu jawab gak ada apa2, kami akan berpikir memang gak ada apa2. Ingat, seperti no.1 kami bukanlah pembaca
pikiran. Ngomong baby...ngomong. ...!!
17. Kalo kita berdua harus pergi ke suatu tempat, pakaian apapun yang kamu pakai, pantes aja kok. Bener. Jadi tidak ada alasan gak mau pergi ke pesta karena
tidak ada baju.
18. Jangan tanya apa yang kami pikir tentang sesuatu kecuali kamu memang mau diskusi
tentang bola, game, billyard, memancing atau mungkin juga ttg teknik
mereparasi mobil.
19. Kami malas berdebat secara hati dan perasaan, ingat!! kami hanya pakai logika.
20. Terima kasih sudah mau baca ini. Iya, aku akanLabels: boy.
from cecel, iin, zii, cumi, and sinchan. thank you girlss, i love it ♥ ♥ ♥
from ekun and firly. thank you guys, i love it and already use it,hihi.
i don't know why suddenly he appeared in my dream.err, i just thought of him last night when i realized i haven't talk to him about 2 days, because i cant found him there, i just thought where were he these two days. that's it. and when i went to sleep, i even think about him again, he suddenly came to my dream, and let me know that he was jealous or something means that he doesn't like i thought about anyone else. it's a w-o-w! be in fact i miss him, oh no, i don't like the way i feel, about you!
--when i just want to POST this blog, he suddenly CHAT me.oh no, it's weird. rawrr
~Well, I wish that you would call me right now,so that I could get through to you somehow,but I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say,that I'm officially missin' you
dapet kado dari cecel,cumi,zii,iin,sinchan pooh smua.heart heart ♥ ♥ ♥
i'll post the picture later
thank you girls :DD
i was melting,and now melting again.aaargh.i wonder if he think about me as much as i think about him.and why he made me fall into this weird feeling?aargh,i'm going to ignore you!!!
Labels: him
sumpah gw bosen abis,jadilah gw buka fs obok" n buka" bulbo.
buju bulbo pun sumpah isinya dari shopping online store smua,sampai akhirnya gw menemukan bulbo,yg akan gw isi buat posting lah skalian.hehe
begini isi bulbo 1 :
klo km ?
mamen = cowok ya ??
ia .. tau kok .. barusan di kasi tau
wkakaka
@___________@
kirain dia ce gt . hahahah
* JADI MALU* LoL~
@ david benci ce selingkuh : buat apaan?
gue tukang selingkuh!haha
gk jadi d.
xie2 @_@
salam tukang selingkuh!
padahal boroboro mo selingkuh,cowo 1 aja ga punya.buset buset,huahahaha. makany jadi orang jangan sok kegantengan dasar david benci ce selingkuh,huahahahaha. trus kata ekun, pas tu orang minta email gue : jangan non, dia jelek gendut cinko.buakakakakaka.geblek :D